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Spit You Out

by APATE

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1.
Fugue 00:38
2.
I can feel it in my bones, coursing through the marrow. I can feel it in my bones. Neurosis runs down my spine, 
The Devil’s thoughts run through my mind and they’re singing, 
I know something that you don't know, I know something that you don’t know. Oh they sing, They mother fucking scream. You're broken and you know it,
 Sinister but you can't control it. Dead inside and you'll never know it,
 Devils due and he's here to show it. I'll crawl under your skin, 
I'll live in your head ‘till you give in. 
You can try spit me out, 
But the taste will leave a stain in your fucking mouth. Ha! ha! (Neurosis runs down my spine) Neurosis runs down my spine,
The Devil’s thoughts run through my mind and they’re singing, 
I know something that you don't know, I know something that you don’t know. I know something that you don’t know, I know something that you don’t know. You can try spit me out
 But the taste will leave a stain in your mouth. Well, I’ll bite my tongue right out of my mouth,
 So all I taste is blood ‘til I spit you out, bitch. ‘Til I spit you out ‘Til I spit you out.

3.
Split 03:44
Living with the Devil on my shoulder
 That spits in the face of the angel and disobeys orders.
 They say it's all in my head, he says I'm real let me in.
 What the fuck do I believe anymore?
 Well I'm broken, that's for sure. He screams ‘You'll never get rid of me’. I scream, I beg ‘please leave’. He screams ‘I'm here for eternity' Oh God please kill me, Fuck! Oh God please kill me. The Devil won't leave, The Devil won't leave me. The Devil won't leave, The Devil won't leave me. Paranoia sets in, I'll scratch at my skin ‘till I tear you out, This second voice that clouds every thought within me. I reached out for help but all I got was left in hell. because they don't believe me, they all think I'm crazy. because they don't believe me, they all think I'm crazy. 
Help me. Help me. 
(Help Me) I can't do this anymore. 
I can’t do this anymore. 
I can’t do this anymore, The Devil is not welcome here anymore. Living with the Devil on my shoulder
 That spits in the face of the angel and disobeys orders.
 They say it's all in my head, he says I'm real let me in.
 What the fuck do I believe anymore?
 Well I'm broken, that's for sure.
4.
Hangman 02:16
Why don't you hang there and choke on it, Choke on your fucking tongue. You make me sick, 
Oh God you make me sick. I'd rather burn in hell than live on earth with you. I brought this rope for you to wear around your neck.
 I brought this rope for you to wear around your neck. 
I brought this rope for you to wear around your neck. I brought this rope for you to wear around your fucking neck. Fucking choke on it. 
(Fucking choke on it) Tie it nice and tight, don't leave an inch. Bind it around this branch. Let’s play hangman. Fucking choke on it.
 (Fucking choke on it) Let's play hangman.
5.
Spit You Out 03:04
Left to rely on myself, bleeding and crying for help.
 This constant self pity's a bitch, it's just the cards I was dealt.
 Endless asking what is wrong with me? 
Live a day in my shoes then you'll fucking see, 
 What! And then you'll fucking see. 
What! What! Born a burden, a stain, so worthless. 
 Never learnt to speak up for myself. 
It's always been this way, 
I'm just the trash you throw out at the end of the night, 
 Nothing to hold onto right? 
That's always been my life. And I can not get out of my head,
 The thoughts you left, 
They taste of regret.
 Bitter and sour, I spit them out.
 I spit you out.
 I spit you. Always searching for acceptance but there's nothing there, 
Just the freak who everyone looks at and won't come near. Do you know what it's like to feel so worthless and so alone? 
 To have to grow up in a broken home. This home is fucking broken And I'll just bleed myself dry 
 Trying to fix something that's always been dead. 
It’s always been dead. I can not get out of my head, 
The thoughts you left, 
They taste of regret. 
Bitter and sour, I spit them out. 
I spit you out. 
Yeah! I can not get out of my head, 
The thoughts you left, 
They taste of regret. 
Bitter and sour, I spit them out. 
I spit you out. I spit you.
6.
Jackal 03:25
Cage my head, lock me away.
 Strap me in this jacket, throw away the key.
 Leave me to rot, wither and die. 
 Four white padded walls didn't work the fucking first time. I need help, someone help me. I need help, someone help me. I need help, someone help me. I need help! There's a disease embedded in me and I can't seem to tear it out of my bloodstream.
 Fuck! Diseased, unrooted. There is no essence of human
 Coursing through my veins, The taste is quite destained. 
A toxicity that burns through the earth.
 Doomed forever, a jackal, a curse. Burn me at the stake, tear off my limbs, feed me to the fucking wolves. 
Bleed me dry, bleed me dry. Burn me at the stake, tear off my limbs, feed me to the fucking wolves.
I would rather die than live this life doomed forever. I Can't wait to die, slit my wrist and throw me. I can't wait to die, cut my throat and throw me 
To the fucking wolves. 
(They said I did it! Oh, they said I did it!) (They said I did it! Oh, they said I did it!) They said I killed them all, 
Burnt my name in all their heads. 
Then sat down in their blood 
Laughing ‘The jackal isn't dead”. Cage my head, lock me away.
 Strap me in this jacket, throw away the key.
 Leave me to rot, wither and die. 
 Four white padded walls didn't work the fucking first time.
7.
Bitter Pill 03:56
My whole life, I’ve wished I could stand up for myself, I try so hard to please everyone.
 Nothing’s ever good enough, So fuck my attempts at pleasing anyone. At pleasing anyone, what!? Always been second best. Trapped to suffer, 
 Left with this loneliness. Life's just a parasite, leaching all I have inside, 
 Leaving me to die, hanging from a rope made of lies. I hope death waits no longer. Break through the exterior
 I don't feel any clearer.
 This sickening feeling, it won't seem to fade.
 Break through the exterior
 I don't feel any clearer.
 This sickening feeling, it won't seem to fade. Because it makes me choke until I spit it out 
like a mother fucking 
Blegh! So what do you want from me? 
I can't provide it obviously. Fuck you And all you want me to be. I've become a product of the world that is in front of me. Dried up up and left for dead With these memories stuck in my head. Life’s a fucking joke. Hypocritical, narcissistic Joke.
 Hypocritical, narcissistic Joke.

credits

released August 25, 2017

Audio:

All songs written and performed by Apate. Members: Caleb Patch, Zakk Ludwig, David Hensler, Kurt Doglione & Tim Wheaton.

This record was engineered by Dan Field @ Skull and Bones Records & mixed and mastered by Cody Stewart @ Reforce Media.



Visual:
All Album Art for ‘Spit You Out’ was created by Pierre Schmidt aka Drømsjel.

The music videos for the singles ‘Spit You Out’ and ‘Split’ were filmed by Sam Peina @ Cracked Teeth Media, directed by Caleb Patch and edited by Caleb Patch and Kurt Doglione.

The Music video for the single ‘Hangman’ Was Filmed, Directed and edited by Rhys Gardiner @ Exvlted.

We would like to take this time to give a special thanks to all the wonderful people that surround us and have helped us through the period in which this record was written and recorded. We have been overwhelmed with the support we continue to receive as a band from so many different friends and fans that continues to humble us every single day. We would also like to give special mentions to Dan Field, Cody Stewart and Pierre Schmidt (Drømsjel) for turning our vision into what you see in front of you. Also a huge thank you to Sam Peina and Sabian Lynch because without them we would not be where we are as a band today. Last but not least, thank you to every single person who is reading this. You are the sole reason we continue to write music and play shows. To everyone who has picked up, listened to, seen us play live or even just given us the time of day, we thank you.

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